By toxic waste do you mean your ex?

Is shitting in your diaper considered shitting yourself?

My last console 😢

Me sad, me nostalgic

Exactamo! It is fascinating to me to talk to new people and hear about their life from where ever they are from because it is exotic

I was diagnosed with autism when I was I kid, I don’t remember which age but before 15 and after 10 for sure.

I had issues, I would fight “for no reason”

I would go sit in dark room.

And would not wanna go out or play etc.

With age I found tricks and techniques to cope and OH BOY the technology made my life so easy.

I don’t know how things are these days, it seems there is no shame in being mentally challenged, but back then it was taboo and shameful

Until today, typing the word “autism” piss me off, or I just feel something bad.

My brother case is really fascinating but I can’t share it here, you can message me and maybe we could do a one time voice call. And share our history.

And don’t worry dude, I am somewhat of a cuckoo whisperer, I know how procrastinaters are. I will wait until you are in that right mood.

Or we could privately text, but I love those one time calls with a strangers.

Dual citizenship doesn’t happen in this region 🙃 neither naturalization.

And I am not looking only for Omanis or Emiratis (UAE citizens)… basically, anyone who grew up in middle east.

Also my brother have sever ADHD, I never met anyone else with sever ADHD.

I would really love to talk with you to see how you like. I like to collect such data, I started when I was a child because I thought I could “fix” myself

Privately I can share how it was/is, can’t share here. It was bad, I was considered crazy 🤪

Drop me a message.

Edit: my keyboard suggested that emoji, I couldn’t stop myself from using… I am not a troll, I just have a sick sense of humor

Not even once!

#sarcasm

Which FBI? The boobie one or the shocked Indian one?

Oh noo… well, who cares.

Which part are you from bud?

I see the anger

I am not sure what your comments mean. I am in tremendous back pain. And didn’t sleep For so long, and the fucking humidity.

I want to add more. And vent.

I am old enough and I saw similar actions, and the out come of it.

Slwoly we are forced to use ESIMS, where I live, I have to pay every time I switch phones.

And if I am outside of the country, I can’t even switch phones.

I love the idea of esims, but not how it is implemented.

Digiral data produced by me is so.expensive to keep.

It is the digital age, but not a digital .storage age, it is cheaper to print shit.

Optical storage can store terabytes of data, easy to maintain, you can design a device where the hdd store meta data and anyone from your family cam access the data stored on archival optical drives.

It is not built because they want us to use the cloud. Maybe it is greed, control, surveillance.

I just want a simple cartridge that can store my data for decads and technologically that is easily done. There are already archival optical storage sold to data centers, but why not to small businesses or consumers!?!?

It is basically several bluray discs in a cartridge.

The future is dark because of human nature.

And we will do nothing about because look at state of printers. The ink cost more than gold per gram

Look at air purifiers all proprietary filters that are over priced

And yes I know about CR boxes but those furnace filters are only sold in USA.

We are not good creatures

Sorry, I am coherent enough to know I am not coherent, I needed to vent.

Lol, now it makes sense, sorry, the brain is not braining.

Also, they didn’t sound anything bad.

Future is dark:

1. Android getting locked down

2. They are asking your government ID to use OS, access internet etc.

There must be real protest, revolution, something otherwise it will just get worst

I love that i can curse here like the caveman I am:

Me no like Fart Fuckerberg. FUCK Shart Fuckerberg

Dude, you said I intrupted your comment or something. Who cares, anywhooos

My problem is not cooling, it is humidity.

I think I would die without cooling. I heard it gonna reach 52C soon.

But taking shower does help with humidity and being in touch with lovely people like you.

I am gonna gonna go and eat shreks’ penis, in other words cucumber… CUCUMBER RICK* 🥒

*that’s a reference to a show called Rick and Morty.

wish me to be filthy rich

(I will be the ignorant asshole for those who want to interpret my comment like that.)

I intrupted your comment? Which comment?! How!? Not trolling I swear, I read it many times! I never replied to any of your comments… I think

We are in different worlds comrade. I am sitting in a 65 -70% humidity… let me look at my fingers ✋️🤚 I am 30% to be fully wet… I can’t sleep, the last thing on my mind is some exercise. Or some hobby.

I had to Google calisthenics.

I would be happy to sit outside at 5 pm at that golden time. I miss the outside.

Therapy stuff is not really what I need, a friend to take me outside would be a better therapy.

Or maybe dehumidifier, I have been cranky and depressed because of it.

Now I have to buy it and I have to cut on other shit.

I tell you comrade, being at 70% make deaths taste sweet specially when you are stressed about being illegally deported because of a stupid war.

The plan is to end it if I got deported, But life is swee, that I know. I got so sick.I use crutches.

Can’t open a bag of chips without pain. I am so weak that standing gets me tired.

Skin agitated, can’t sleep for days. I really wanted death, I was “I am tired both” I said it with a lisp.

I went over the ledge, suddenly afraid and life is tasting so sweet. I even forgot all the random joint pain caused by rheumatism.

Damn it.

if I got deported, where will I go!?

I really wanna chocolate mousse cake

I am so fat, friend, are you sure? I might be too heavy

I am around 40.

Been living alone since 2018.

I wish if I lived in a town bouse/villa not in apartment.

Going sitting outside… I miss that.

Recently I realized I am not intellectually disabled, I am just mentally retarded, meaning I have a slow cpu.

Before realizing that, I learned finally how to clean and wipe the bothroom floor without going crazy and spending a long time. It used to take hours, I do.it.under 15 minutes…OH YEAH BABY.

I BAVE a hypothesis, that maybe if I changed apartment, I will have this problem again. I think not, but maybe.

I also learned… I forgot, I have e learned two things this year and it took me decades.

I have MCI, suspected, there is no real test to know, just a random neurologist testing you with a short exam.

2026 been tough, dude, I am from the country which is attacked but Donald the orange boy, and I am in a country where they might deport me any day. I was born here, dude.

Hope that won’t happen.