JayGray91🐉🍕

I think this is going to be my main.

Has accounts on lemmy.zip, lemmy.world, fedia.io and kbin.earth with the same handle

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Joined 5 months ago
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Cake day: April 8th, 2025

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  • Pursue a career in culinary, burn myself out in commercial kitchens, then become a home cook and cook for family and friends holding BBQ and potluck block parties every week.

    I realize during covid that I wasnt feeling fulfilled with my office job, and did odd jobs in between. One of it was helping a mutual friend’s small eatery as a cook. And felt fulfilled in he short 3 months I worked there before they were forced to shut down because of continuing lock down and a flood, than the up to that point 7 years of office work.

    I don’t have savings to just cut off not working, took too many debt and got scammed out of a simple fraud credit card spending scam call. And my mental health was spiraling down to suicide ideation. Silver lining at that office was that we were contracted with a hospital to set up a mental health triage system so I got help from there. Bad thing was 2 years ago that team just left the company wholesale and even advised me not to go anywhere. Now I feel trapped that the meager amounts of searching for other work, not knowing how to whore myself out to companies for better pay because idk what the fuck I’ve done to whore out, just to fight inflation as the world is going to hell in a hand basket.

    I’m a gullible motherfucker 🥹










  • first thought that came across my mind is the Black Hand of the Brotherhood of Nod

    I guess it’s nice that it follows the principles of design for flags, but it still looks off somehow. the minimalism of the eye vs the more detailed hand print seemed at odds.

    A simpler less detailed hand print IMO would look better. Like the Black Hand of Nod. also less detailed Hand print = less/no fingerprinting across internet


  • I use heliboard and briefly florisboard months ago.

    biggest difference back then is florisboard doesn’t have swipe typing. functionally, like the clipboard, text editing, etc., they are on par IIRC. I like the esthetic and looks on florisboard a lot better but swipe typing is more important to me.

    of note on heliboard’s clipboard, you can set a timer to clear the clipboard.

    if it’s important to you, you can’t search in heliboard’s emoji keyboard.

    I also used FUTO for a while, but I dont really remember much why I disliked it vs heliboard.

    as I finished typing all these, I realized you might be a heliboard user. I’ll just leave it up for others :P